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Re: Let’s give it a shot 11 May 2025 15:52 #435701

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sytv2002 wrote on 09 May 2025 18:19:
Day 45 posting… day 1 clean…

not if she can tell, but stam is there a connection between pornography and shidduchim. And if your doing one should you be doing the other

Gotcha. That's beyond my pay-grade...would recommend HHM discussion.

Re: Let’s give it a shot 12 May 2025 14:50 #435741

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Day 48 posting… day 2 clean…

I’m really appreciating how clean yesterday was. Bh I was feeling so good and had such a great day. Without p and m. Shocker lol. The good feeling carries over. I just hope it’ll last through the whole today. And tomorrow I’ll focus on tomorrow. 

Re: Let’s give it a shot 13 May 2025 14:17 #435792

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Day 49 posting… Day 1 clean

Re: Let’s give it a shot 14 May 2025 14:21 #435871

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Day 50 posting… day 2 clean… please Hashem just today let’s get through. 

Re: Let’s give it a shot 14 May 2025 16:27 #435876

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Keep on posting buddy. Acts of sobriety etc.

Re: Let’s give it a shot 15 May 2025 13:41 #435925

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Day 51 posting… Day 3 clean…
yesterday was a fight but bh we won. Just one more day. 

Thank you Kavey for the chizzuk 

Re: Let’s give it a shot 16 May 2025 15:28 #435967

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Day 52 posting… day 1 clean…
bh no porn. So that’s a small win 

Re: Let’s give it a shot 18 May 2025 01:43 #435980

I’m on your side!!! I hope you feel good, get riches, and happiness at some point. Good luck my friend!!!

Re: Let’s give it a shot 18 May 2025 04:04 #435989

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Day 53 posting… day 2 clean…

Re: Let’s give it a shot 18 May 2025 13:48 #435995

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Day 54 posting… Day 3 clean… last night was a miracle. Thought for sure it would end badly but bh I held back. 

Re: Let’s give it a shot 19 May 2025 17:40 #436047

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Day 55 posting… Day 1 clean…

bh no porn

Re: Let’s give it a shot 20 May 2025 14:26 #436121

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Day 56 posting… day 1 clean…
Last night was the same battle that I’ve won so many times, but just couldn’t pull through here. I had some false idea that I would meet my wife at a vort that i was at, but i didnt. Could very much be thats what triggered feelings leading to a fall. Feelings of loneliness, tiredness, and stam just feeling down. Still bh no porn. First time in a while that I’ve made it a week without porn

Re: Let’s give it a shot 21 May 2025 14:22 #436186

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Re: Let’s give it a shot 22 May 2025 18:31 #436295

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Day 58 posting… day 1 clean

Re: Let’s give it a shot 23 May 2025 16:43 #436341

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Day 59 posting… day 2 clean…
by some miracle I made it through the night. And literally I mean miracle by means of a crazy distraction at nearly 1am. Baruch Hashem. Today will be hard. I’ve been feeling urges constantly since waking up. I even went to the Mikvah as a way of motivating myself to stay clean. It helped subside the urges a little but they’re back. I’m really trying to hold on…
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