I just fell after 45 days. This was definitely the longest I've stayed clean in years. It was 45 days free of watching p although I did m probably around 7 or 8 times in the process. Unfortunately the day after Yom Kippur isnt the day I wanted to fall, but the satan started making it very hard for me during aseres yimei teshuva, and on Yom Kippur itself... which leads me here. I now have a clearer idea of exactly what I need to do do be able to stay clean longer and hopefully become free. This is definitely my journey and giving up isn't why I'm here.