long time no post
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. Things are still solid here. Just for the sake of remembering, today is day 11 (or is it two day 1's :o
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) my past couple days have gone well, though i slipped a little a couple days ago. Father's day has gone well thus far, trying to keep the day easy for my dad and hopefully we'll keep it going through the rest of the day.
I realized that one reason that i tend to fall is just because i try and turn on "cruise control" after a couple days, without realizing that no such thing exists. so now, in an attempt to combat that mindset, i've decided to do a chesbon hanefesh every 10 days (or more frequently if i deem it necessary). so here are my thoughts on the past 10 days:
-at least while out and about, i think i'm making progress with shemiras einayim. i'm working on not taking second looks and i've even surprised myself by resisting first looks. a great improvement over when i first came to GUE
- luckily, Hashem has blessed me with few true tests, making the battle that much easier, though i know i certainly need to be on guard given the time of year (oh those "guard" puns never get old)
-i just need to keep focused so i can try and make it to midnight of today, because thats all i can really worry about: today. I can make plans for tomorrow, but who knows, things may change. so just worry about today.
-i al
so just wanted to point out that its been odd not being able to chat with Chazak Amenu and its been weird without his posts on the forum, but i guess i'll have to make due.
thats all for now. gotta go help with the fathers day dinner. hatzlocha everyone!
Day 1 as always.