Sometimes I just don’t care, and sometimes I absolutely care. So much so I go crazy to stop my p&m issue entirely. The only problem is, that I will never see that in my lifetime! Such thought eats me up in the inside. Especially when it’s just looking at a hot looking image, which at first doesn't attract too much attention but then minutes later, being bored, or just idol for a moment you just go straight down the rabbit hole, no breaks!
i try and try! It’s been going on for years!
I can definitely relate.
when you say that sometimes you don't care, do you really not care, or, are you saying that you just give up?