Boruch hashem clean for today. Have a good shabbos.

Shabbos was nice, clean boruch hashem. So far clean today as well, but I'll be out late tonight so I need to make sure not to fall when I get back

So I made it back home about a half hour ago, and that's it - I'm not going to fall tonight. A month ago I had the same exact situation for the same exact reason and I did fall, so yay to me! Onward to today!

Clean day boruch hashem, I was by a bris today of a close friend's son.

Interesting thought: I used to feel that if I don't have anything specific to write here then there's טאקע no point. I still feel a bit weird just posting "clean day" and that's it. But for the last 3+ weeks I posted almost every day. Something is working, not sure what.

Human nature is to veer towards negativity. It takes extra effort to post "plain" good news. There is a "special yetzer hara" that tries to convince us not to make a siyum when we finish a mesechta. "You don't really know every blatt. You probably skipped a few Rashi's, etc." Same story here. This yetzer hara does not want us to feel good about ourselves or celebrate. He doesn't want us to document our successes because he knows it will iyh bring to more....

To add on to the above, your success gives us inspiration and chizzuk, there is definitely nothing normal about success in this area. Keep posting!

Clean day boruch hashem. Thanks for the encouragement.

Is it just me, or is the flight to freedom website not working right now? It's the second time it's happening to me in the past week.

The F2F site had a bug, it's working again now.

So late last night I ended up falling... But today was clean!

It's been a month since I restarted, so here are my takeaways: out of 30 days, I was clean for 23. I fell on 7 days, one of them was a double fall on one day. I would estimate that I watched less than 2 hours of porn during this month.

My plan to improve over the coming month is that I'm going to focus more on the flight to freedom program (I've been avoiding answering the questions at the point where I'm up to, but I need to do it), including making a more detailed "official" plan. I'm also going to ask my friend to be my accountability partner again (he did it earlier this year with me).

@MenachemGYE: it's not working again...

It's back up - again. The programmers are working to make it more stable.
By the way here's a new simplified list of questions.

Here's some other good stuff from the next version of F2F that can help you with planning:
Flight Plan
Freedom Contract

Good day, boruch hashem clean! A lot going on over the next couple of days, so I'll be pretty busy, which should (hopefully) keep me out of trouble IYH.

@MenachemGYE: thanks for the links, very helpful! Now it'll be easier for me to get through the reasons for change unit .

Still going clean, boruch hashem. Friday and Shabbos were both very busy, coming days will also be IYH.

Thank you Hashem for just saving me from messing up! I was up alone by the computer and about to watch porn, when someone walked in...

Call it whatever you want. I totally wouldn't have stayed clean without that happening, and I didn't stop myself, so it's probably at least a slip. But I don't think it'll be beneficial to reset my count.

I was supposed to have an important test today, but I didn't feel ready to take it and I was able to postpone for later. I couldn't afford not passing, which is what led to me messing up a one month clean streak at the beginning of this year. But I was still disappointed with myself and was a little down today (which probably led to the above situation).

Bh someone walked in, for sure dont reset your count since you didn't actually fall

It's a very tough tactic of the yetzer hara to get us to poke a hole in the areas of life where we are succeeding in just because we feel down about an area we are struggling in. Your studies are important, but just because you are struggling in that specific area right now does not mean you aren't a successful person. Society at large places larger value on external metrics of success and as a result it is easy to undervalue internal success and spiritual endeavors. Don't overlook the huge effort you are making in avodas Hashem. Let that be an anchor for you and a base of self-esteem to help weather the exams storm. Davening for your success on your exams!