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RABBOSAI i have struggled for years and years........ ive watched loads of bad acted out lots and lots of times.......... always had huge plans and chizukim during every zman in yeshiva to keep clean! always bein hazmanim first three days kept clean and strong then........... went even worse than before!!!!! vicious cycle with no hope!!!!!!!
sounds familiar????
Even during zman i would learn 10 hours a day during afternoon seder which is 4 hours i would ask my chavrusa "please can i go to toilet?" and i would ACT OUT!!!!!
rabbosia for me the whole sugar coating mehalach did not work!!!!!!
i never felt scared to do these things i always wanted to eliminate these things because it wrecked my inner peace like the goyim want to rectify it..... but never i felt it as a real MUST!!!!!!
IVE SEEN IT ALL been through it all!!!!! but this worked for me
R yaron reuvin shlita you have to check his story out hes a bal teshuva hes unbelievable speaks straight out from the heart seeing both worlds.......!!!!!! he just bought out a movie yesterday check it out
please if this mehalach doesnt work try other ways!!!!!!!
keep me updated let me know your thoughts.........
IT IS /WAS EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TRUST ME so i can do with some chizuk!!!!!!!!
Re: THE WAY WHICH IS REALLY WORKING FOR ME!!!!!
16 Mar 2021 17:36 #365523
B"H you found something that worked for you. I hope it can work for others as well.
Just one point, I would say it's not "sugar coating" .. it's the truth.
We live in a time when the nisyonos are so big so when someone does the smallest thing to keep strong, the nachas ruch to Hashem is beyond comprehension.
I hope you keep on growing and stay strong!
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com
Re: THE WAY WHICH IS REALLY WORKING FOR ME!!!!!
16 Mar 2021 17:45 #365527
Yooooo
I just finished watching the whole thing. Powerful stuff! The best part is it gives a lot of practical advice for doing teshuva for the aveira of zera levatala.
PS. @lee1999, by sharing this movie here, you were just mekayem one of the greatest teshuvos R' Reuven brings down of doing kiruv and helping others do teshuva. Shkoyach!
