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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: Steve's Journal 24 Dec 2009 20:22 #37803

letakain OFFLINE Platinum Boarder KOTNMW Posts: 5036 Karma: 64	thank you for inspiring all of us. on the forum and on the call!
	I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection one day at a time I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM! my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal Last Edit: by g7658127.

Re: steve's journal 24 Dec 2009 22:04 #37823

loi-misyaeish	Well steve i suppose it's a really great way of facing life, to be living one big life of chessed. So true about smiling. I really try to give everyone a nice bright smile and sometimes when i'm really feeling down, i meet someone and give him a nice smile, even i begin to feel better. I suppose it really helps. Loi-m
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Re: Steve's Journal 24 Dec 2009 22:46 #37841

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Steve wrote on 24 Dec 2009 19:17: I am so thrilled to have two more New Friends, OneLife and Haba. And we're going to travel this road together. And thanx for your understanding posts!! Waddaya mean steve?? I aint your friend?? :'( :'( :'( :'( Keep on rocking. Your inner change is so obvious in your posts. Keep on smiling. Like this ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
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Re: Steve's Journal 25 Dec 2009 09:06 #37957

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Steve wrote on 24 Dec 2009 18:48:

7 Up, thanx.

May I humbly suggest that you start planning NOW to join DC's calls next time. Don't be afraid - it'll be the best thing you could ever do for yourself. The program gets at the root, which is more about a better life, a life of serenity and closeness with HKB"H. It's a definite G-dsend, even if the daily grapple against shmutz is behind you. And it'll help protect you from falling in the future, C"V, when the going gets REALLY tough... hamaven yaven.

That's what I'm here for, that life, that future. And I can already see it, waving from the shore for me to come home...

Thanks for the suggestion Steve.
I am very seriously hoping to join this time around
It'll take major coordinating as its crazy hour / bed time here in Israel,
but no pain, no gain!

Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"

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Re: Steve's Journal 25 Dec 2009 11:19 #37991

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Hey Steve,

How is the Snowshovliner Rebbe Doing? I hope Day 11 is working out for you. I have a sleep issue too, I stay up super late (like now when it's 3:20 on the West Coast and I have at least another hour and a half before I can crawl into sleep) but I need to get up on time for the different responsibilities I have, so I end up killing my immune system by averaging 4.5 hrs a night, and then bang! I get really sick!!

Maybe as part of working together on our 90 (YAY!!), we can help each other get better sleep habits!!

Keep fighting the good fight!
HAba

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Re: Steve's Journal 25 Dec 2009 14:05 #38036

letakain OFFLINE Platinum Boarder KOTNMW Posts: 5036 Karma: 64	have a super, calm, happy shabbos, steve!
	I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection one day at a time I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM! my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal Last Edit: by mmll.

Re: Steve's Journal 25 Dec 2009 21:52 #38101

BecomeHoly Current streak: 28 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 262 Karma: 0	Wow steve... very insipiring :-) More words do not do justice... so I will leave it at that :-)
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Re: Steve's Journal 27 Dec 2009 08:25 #38238

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	YOU ARE SOMEBODY SPECIAL!!!
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Re: Steve's Journal 27 Dec 2009 09:14 #38299

ano nymous Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 656 Karma: 1	Please READ and VOTE on this new poll I just created over here: rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=1427.0
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Re: Steve's Journal 27 Dec 2009 09:28 #38309

onelife Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 247 Karma: 0	hi, steve. OK i'm laughing ;D now i feel the endrophins.... keep the good work, we are at the same boat, and we have to take it to haven of rest, together its easier.
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Re: Steve's Journal 27 Dec 2009 12:32 #38377

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this is such a fun pace to visit - everyone says such nice things about me.

Thanx for the chizuk - sorry I couldn't post erev shabbos, but I did get a quick peek before i left work, and it was close enough to shabbos that it was a YH trying to get me to stop & reply. BH I recognized his trying to undermine my Shalom Bayis, and just left with a warm fuzzy feeling for all my friends, INCLUDING IT25!

Shabbos was a wet one, a nice slow rain all day/night that I recognized as H's chesed - a hard rain would have melted the snow into a big flood, the slow rain did it gently so the ground and sewers had time to absorb it.

Friday was Day 12, and I did my first Step 9 Ammends Call, but in person in the hallway after shul. Felt good, but not as releasing as I had hoped, cuz yennim was still on his soap box that i dissagree with. But that's about ME - my reaction to his over-zealousness about something - I tried hard to see it from his perspective, as if I were him. I succeeded a little bit, then I saw how wrong i was...

Gotta go.

More later, Im Yirtza Hashem Yisborach.

No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.

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Re: Steve's Journal 27 Dec 2009 12:40 #38380

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Im so happy to see i made it into the pickle jar!! :D :D :D :D
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Re: Steve's Journal 28 Dec 2009 20:30 #39123

Steve Current streak: 5034 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder I Posts: 903 Karma: 2	Pickles n' Spice, N' Everything Nice... That's what little addicts are made of... (well, whaddayaexpect from a guy who's been confused ever since he heard that the door was ajar...) ??? ??? ???
	No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it. Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal. Last Edit: 28 Dec 2009 20:56 by testdeliv.

Re: Steve's Journal 28 Dec 2009 20:44 #39129

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	You made me smile. Hope you smile more then you frown. KUTGW and keep making us all laugh!!!
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Re: Steve's Journal 28 Dec 2009 21:17 #39134

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	Steve, Missed you on the call today!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by tala.