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Re: Steve's Journal 04 Mar 2010 04:48 #56244

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Wow Steve,

You just got me so pumped for DC it's unreal. Keep it up!
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Re: Steve's Journal 04 Mar 2010 05:30 #56249

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Ok guys. HOME STTRRRRREEEETTTTCCCCHHHHH!

just finished day 80. No Porn, no acting out, "nonE needed or wanted", and the Big 90 is only 10 days away!!

I have been so inspired by youz guys it's amazing to me.

YH is pullin out the stops now. He's throwin "pink slips" at me all over the place, but i'm gonna stand tall. Just Say No to Drugs-of-choice!! Gotta remember it's an allergy, i can't touch a drop. CNN, outa here - I don't need to see the picture icons that I'm never gonna click on, I don't need your ads. Good Bye to humor sites and funny videos. My LIFE is waiting for me. Goodbye distractions and GOOD RIDDANCE!!

Facing life is scary at first, but know what? IT'S LIFE!! And i'd rather have THAT than the alternative.

No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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Re: Steve's Journal 04 Mar 2010 09:02 #56265

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Hey Steve,

Please check out my thread....

Thanks
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Re: Steve's Journal 04 Mar 2010 22:32 #56410

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Go Steve GO!..... 90 the big Tzaddik....
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Re: Steve's Journal 04 Mar 2010 23:12 #56416

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Well said - any party planned for the big 9-0?
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Re: Steve's Journal 05 Mar 2010 18:36 #56570

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80 days is great.  KOT!!  Take it day by day and all will be fine.
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Re: Steve's Journal 05 Mar 2010 19:40 #56580

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The YH is mamash working OVERTIME. He's seen he can throw all the pritsies on the East Coast in front of me, but this fish aint biting!

Next, I went into Barnes & Nobles today looking over a table of books for children, and under a kids level book on the top layer, someone had left a filthy magazine, which I immediately turned from looking at even a first time. It was probably mens & women's bodybuilding mag, I don't even know cuz I didn't even look enough to read the title. (I sure hope B&N doesn't carry the real worse stuff!) I just saw there was much more skins than shirts on that cover, and turned my head. Disgusting that someone would leave that where a browsing child might find it! I tried to turn it over, but saw out of the corner of my eye that the back was as filthy as the front! I rolled it up and threw it behind some mens fishing mag on the racks, while looking the other way. I was so embarrassed just holding the da*n thing. i wanted to walk over to a manager and complain, but I couldn't bring myself to walk through the store holding that filth, especially in a black hat and jacket.

I just know he's gonna find some way to make me depressed or in pain so I'll slip and fall, but NO WAY HOSE - I'm on my Guard, and I'm gonna pull out my OWN stops and work EXTRA HARD on my shalom Bayis and davening and learning this Shabbos.

Daven for me, my Holy friends, and we'll be in touch Sun or Monday.

I love you guys, I really do. My life is SOOO much more complete now that i have you all with me!

Have a GREAT SHABBOS!!
No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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Re: Steve's Journal 06 Mar 2010 18:05 #56592

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I'm on my Guard


No puns intended, needed or wanted.

;D  ;D

I smell a 90 coming up...
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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 01:08 #56624

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They y'h (I was going to use capital letters, but I didn't think it deserves that) will use anything he can...

Sounds like you're doing wonderfully! So glad to hear!
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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 01:15 #56626

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Steve will make it!!

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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 02:52 #56648

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Yay Steve! I'm so excited for you, getting so close!
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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 06:25 #56664

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Steve, YOU 'DA MAN!!!
Don't listen to the Y"H, no matter what tricks he pulls this week. You've got him running scared. 
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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 18:25 #56722

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My friend you are truly inspiring.  KOT!!  I love the attitude you have.  I find it so cool how upset you were not only where you found it, but that you even found it at all.
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Re: Steve's Journal 07 Mar 2010 18:26 #56723

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Thanx for the chizuk guys. This pickle would be so sour without it....

Catch you all later.... gotta work now....
No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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Re: Steve's Journal 09 Mar 2010 20:31 #57174

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Steve, great job on the call today. I really understood when you were talking about how lust carries over to the way we act in general, especially regarding procrastination. I had a rotten day like that two days ago, and BH I'm out of it now. Thanks again, and keep on being super duper!
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