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This time I'm going to do it 27 Apr 2020 05:31 #348813

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I've been struggling for years. I've been on GYE for a little while but no matter how much I tried to do the 90 day challenge I keep on falling. I am now officially starting a week challenge for myself... Wish me luck

Re: This time I'm going to do it 27 Apr 2020 09:35 #348819

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Welcome, sorry to hear, and good luck!

Try a daily challenge!
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

One day... At A Time :-D


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Re: This time I'm going to do it 27 Apr 2020 14:55 #348829

Whats that old saying?

Its not that you fall, its how you get up afterwards (or something like that). So keep on trying! 

Re: This time I'm going to do it 29 Apr 2020 04:03 #348904

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Well I'm back where I started now. But I thought to myself. I'm going to want to get married soon and whoever that girl will be does not deserve me doing this. I gotta step up my game 

Re: This time I'm going to do it 29 Apr 2020 06:28 #348913

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darnit, I thought the same thing, then got married and went straight back to the stuff! Now it's 6 years in and I'm 3 days clean. And all I can think about is that Dov was married for 10 years, so I've still got another 4 years to mess around until we're evens. Insane!!!!
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: This time I'm going to do it 29 Apr 2020 07:02 #348915

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So what are you saying?

Re: This time I'm going to do it 29 Apr 2020 07:39 #348920

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I'm saying only the best of hatzlocha and brocha that you'll save your wife the 6 years of worry and tension that I couldn't!!!!!
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: This time I'm going to do it 29 Apr 2020 11:47 #348924

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TYH18 welcome to the GYE! Keep posting about your journey. If I may make a simple suggestion. After any relapse (hopefully none will happen, but don't get down if they do), you need to up your game and include a new strategy. If you keep doing the same thing you will get the same results. For example, if you fell without a filter, take your device to a TAG office to get it filtered. If you already have a filter, then join the ninety day chart. If you are already on the chart, consider getting an accountability partner/mentor via GYE. contact the admin for this. There are innumerable strategies you can employ. Just keep on fighting and keep us posted
"It ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward." -Rocky Balboa    BUT ALSO
"Insanity is repeating the same mistakes and expecting different results.”- Narcotics Anonymous

Re: This time I'm going to do it 03 May 2020 04:52 #349098

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B"H bli ayin hara I am 4 days clean. I'm going to make it thru the week!! #DayByDay 

Re: This time I'm going to do it 03 May 2020 14:17 #349116

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TYH18 wrote on 03 May 2020 04:52:
B"H bli ayin hara I am 4 days clean. I'm going to make it thru the week!! #DayByDay 

You're doing great! Thank Hashem for every clean day and he'll keep on giving you more!
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
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Re: This time I'm going to do it 05 May 2020 03:33 #349199

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Sorry to let you all down but ending day 6 I fell...

Re: This time I'm going to do it 05 May 2020 03:34 #349200

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But I'm brushing myself off and getting back up again. I'll beat this thing!! 

Re: This time I'm going to do it 05 May 2020 08:04 #349209

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That's what I call a 60-second depression!!!
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: This time I'm going to do it 10 May 2020 14:06 #349496

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Well I fell again. Was up way too late doing stupid things that I know can trigger me just wasn't thinking. But this ain't going to break me. Watch me fight

Re: This time I'm going to do it 17 May 2020 17:38 #349855

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Well I fell. I wasn't being careful where I was looking... I feel gross but ain't giving up now 
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