Hello guys, it's been a while since I've posted here. The reason is actually good - I've been very busy.
Bh my limud has been going very well and I've just realized that, since I've started preparing for Yom Kippur, I've let the taavos aside and focused on my growth.
For the first time in a very , very long time, I have reached 31 clean days. My streak was somewhere about 8-9 months (that was 4 years ago) and since that slipped, I was only able to do a couple weeks or so. (I did 3.5 months after I got married, but then I realized that wasn't the solution.
I'm feeling confident and happy after Yom Kippur. I'm devoted to make this work this time. I'll make another post soon describing everything that I'm doing to make this work, but I want to say: this is the best time, in my opinion, to do it. We are clean of our sins and that is a major motivation.
Stay strong my friends. Gmar Chatima tova!