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with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 11 Mar 2019 04:57 #339538

i have been struggling with porn and masturbation since i got my smartphone over 3 years ago. at first not that often and later it was hard to stay a few days clean. i got rid on my smartphone about 5 months after the later part. but i fell many times since then when i had access to internet or without. in the past 2 years i was able to stay clean many times for a long time - a month or almost 2 - but i was not yet able to break free completely. i hope to post only good news from now on.  

Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 11 Mar 2019 14:29 #339541

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Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 25 Mar 2019 21:53 #339968

in the past 2 weeks, since my last post, i fell once by using a smartphone which i got a hold of at home, 6 days later by finding pictures - just of girls, not nude or porn that i found on a computer without internet, then 4 days later started without any pics, continued with a newspaper, then again today - 2 days later on the internet - computer for public use. hope to share good news in the future. 

Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 26 Mar 2019 02:06 #339981

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chabadchassid5779 wrote on 25 Mar 2019 21:53:
in the past 2 weeks, since my last post, i fell once by using a smartphone which i got a hold of at home, 6 days later by finding pictures - just of girls, not nude or porn that i found on a computer without internet, then 4 days later started without any pics, continued with a newspaper, then again today - 2 days later on the internet - computer for public use. hope to share good news in the future. 

Hmmm.... Kinda boxes you out of most places. What's the plan sir?
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Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 29 Mar 2019 13:49 #340176

I fell again Monday night without porn and then again Tuesday with porn. 

Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 29 Mar 2019 16:04 #340182

As trouble mentioned, what's your plan sir? What tools have you tried using?
Joined as a single bochur, Bh broke free (but still on watch) by using the tools on this website, therapy but mainly through getting married. 

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Re: with hashem's help ill reach 90 and keep going 03 Apr 2019 04:30 #340326

I fell Monday night with a smartphone I got before I put a filter on it. I don’t really know what I should try. I’m being honest on the forum, I try to stay away from internet as much as possible. I’ll try the taphsic.
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