So BH I am reaching 14 days of clean time. I could not have gotten this without Hashem, people who were there for me to speak with them, or the daily time I set aside for recovery work (GYE/journaling work) Something that I've been struggling with is recreational internet usage. Even without porn, I always enjoyed surfing through youtube or interesting websites, and I find that as I try to limit my internet usage to gmail and websites like GYE and COLlive, I develop this feeling like I'm aimlessly searching through the internet. I would love to find some alternative websites if possible. Anyone have any ideas?

Maybe move your recreational time away from the computer completely. Some good old fashioned healthy and wholesome exercise, ball playing, a jog, or similar. Good for the body and for the mind.....