Iwtbf613 wrote on 26 Feb 2019 06:58:
So I'm happy to say that as of today, I am 90 days clean. Even though it hasn't been perfect, it feels good to know that I met my goal. There were some times that were more difficult than others, I wish I could say that I had 90 squeaky clean days, but when I think that just 90 days ago, I was starting from a place of not being able to string together more than 2 weeks of clean time at a time, I feel a tremendous sense of accomplishment. It makes me feel good to know that while I may not be exactly where I want to be in my yiddishkeit/avodas Hashem, that with Hashem's help I got to 90 days. I hope to keep on going, even though sometimes the struggle gets very difficult and very real. I hope that my journey can be a chizuk for everyone who is struggling to make it to 90 days. You can do it! You have it within you to keep going, so don't give up! We're all in this together. With Hashem's help and you willingness to go the distance, anything is possible.
Congrats on a job well done. I don't think anyone can claim perfect sobriety. We are only human after all. You decide on your bottom line behaviors (adjust if needed) and do your best where all else is concerned.
Continued Hatzlacha.