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Re: Become Holy's Journey 24 Dec 2009 09:17 #37605

  • Kollel Guy
Yeah, that's sort of what I was trying to say too.
Thanks HL
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 24 Dec 2009 23:08 #37852

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So last night I failed a test. I was tired enough to sleep at a normal hour, but instead I watched a movie and went to sleep late.

then this morning, I woke up after 6 hour of sleep... relatively refreshed (better than other days) but I was still a bit tired. I decided I'm gonna miss zman tefila and try to get more sleep. Well I spent 4 more hours trying to do so. Now I'm even more tired, and I didn't really properly fall asleep during that time anyway. test 2 failed.

When god gives me an out... I should really take it :-/
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 24 Dec 2009 23:10 #37854

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B AND H. Its ok we all slip and make mistake sometimes. No need to beat yourself up over it. Its part of the game called life.
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 24 Dec 2009 23:17 #37857

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Indeed... I was just reflecting on the fact that God put out his hand and I ignored taking it. TWICE! Just a reminder to myself that when I ask GOD - I let go, where were you.... God was there... I just wasn't paying attention. God is always good to me. I just need to look a little harder sometimes.

So I'm going to take this opportunity God. You've been good for me. If I was judging myself I'd be quite harsher than God is to me. GOD is literally handing me an opportunity to improve on a silver platter. With nearly zero consequences! I'd be a fool to let it go.

So I'm going to go do some chesed. Then Daven, then I'm gonna go GET SOME WORK DONE!

Thanks you God!
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 24 Dec 2009 23:18 #37859

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Wow what a reaction B & H. If this is what comes out of it, then youv definitly passed the test.
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 25 Dec 2009 22:02 #38103

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Still struggling. B"H shabbos will be better :-)
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 26 Dec 2009 16:04 #38106

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A Good Voch. B and H. Hpe your Shabbos was good. hatzlacha.
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 27 Dec 2009 08:25 #38237

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YOU ARE SOMEBODY SPECIAL!!!
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 27 Dec 2009 09:13 #38298

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Please READ and VOTE on this new poll I just created over here: rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=1427.0
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 28 Dec 2009 02:10 #38760

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MOMO! Thank you! :-)

I've been busy.. (not necessarily productive... just busy... I'll be posting some thoughts soon :-) )

Place holders:

A beautiful thing I read on shabbos.

Sex offenders in my community
shiur I went to.
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 28 Dec 2009 04:09 #38782

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Stay positive and keep up the good work!!!
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 28 Dec 2009 07:51 #38837

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BUSY is better than not busy whether it's productive or not...

Keep up the busyness!
Haba
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 28 Dec 2009 10:55 #38859

  • Kollel Guy
Go BH! Up with the business and down with the --- offenders!! :D
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 29 Dec 2009 23:13 #39739

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Happy to see your keeping busy. In this strugggle its one of the most productive things to do. But i cant say i dont miss you. :-\
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Re: Become Holy's Journey 30 Dec 2009 07:45 #39867

  • Kollel Guy
Yeah, I liked those daily updates...
Now I gotta rely on my imagination to know how your doing.
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