Never thought I'd be the one to have trouble letting Gd into my life.Its literally an hour by hour min ute by minute exercise.BH I have been blessed with a great coach and sponsor . My wife ripped into my last night about not living and facing reality. How much more correct could she have been. I viewed that. direct message from GD. wake up and starting working my ass off to provide for my family, both materially and spiritually.