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Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 04 Jan 2018 01:10 #324669

  • ayidingalus
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Your right its a place of struggle but in my business, it's like walking on the street you can do bad or good
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Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 04 Jan 2018 11:39 #324682

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i'd prefer a coffee shop

like a bridge over troubled waters


my stuff

Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 04 Jan 2018 14:46 #324686

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Thanks to all!

Part of my psyche is that I don't feel a struggle. For example with female Profile browsing, Very rare I have a temptation and I fight it. I go into the mood I'm not going there and that's it.
 Maybe I do struggle and Fight I am just not intuned. In my days before GYE, I was up to doing the worst cyber and chatting stuff, And I never saw myself as A Real lustaholic. It's was like browsing the web at night with no intention to anything. I felt the waste of time. but did not identify a struggle or A addiction/habit, it's just like you Shmooz to much... Hope I am clear enough 

Now I will be working On taking responsibility for my actions. I'm sayin' to myself, Yesterday I have not Fallen because I did not want to and Gye where the right Shluchim,
Today I will be alert to my actions and keep strong And I am responsible for my actions and I KNOW WHAT IM DOING, I am a lust addict or I have a huge desire for it. and I will not fall out of choice and the right prevention... Guys have a GR8 Day...
Everyplace the sun rose today people are struggling with lust and I am part of that world (don't know why I made this point, but anyhow have a good one)

Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 08 Jan 2018 17:39 #324990

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today in starting the handbook.. will keep you posted... any ideas on how to read it? 

Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 09 Jan 2018 03:38 #325050

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Right side up.
My Thread:The Road To Being Honest With Myself (and others:)

My other Thread: My Daily Inspiration

I'm not a slow learner, I'm just quick to forget" - Eli Nash

A bit of honesty and less over confidence might help me - Imperfection

Re: BEWARE! ADD writer, and sometimes very passive 05 Nov 2018 20:39 #337026

  • ayidingalus
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Hi everyone I haven't been here in a long while, I did have a fall, it hurts 
Keeping strong,
so this is the plan for next time, 
I should reach out to a friend on GYE before a Nisyon 
and let him know in the next hour of a Nisyon or fall 
I guess my ADD was IN now... so please take it with a grain of add
TIA
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