Thanks to all!
Part of my psyche is that I don't feel a struggle. For example with female Profile browsing, Very rare I have a temptation and I fight it. I go into the mood I'm not going there and that's it.
Maybe I do struggle and Fight I am just not intuned. In my days before GYE, I was up to doing the worst cyber and chatting stuff, And I never saw myself as A Real lustaholic. It's was like browsing the web at night with no intention to anything. I felt the waste of time. but did not identify a struggle or A addiction/habit, it's just like you Shmooz to much... Hope I am clear enough
Now I will be working On taking responsibility for my actions. I'm sayin' to myself, Yesterday I have not Fallen because I did not want to and Gye where the right Shluchim,
Today I will be alert to my actions and keep strong And I am responsible for my actions and I KNOW WHAT IM DOING, I am a lust addict or I have a huge desire for it. and I will not fall out of choice and the right prevention... Guys have a GR8 Day...
Everyplace the sun rose today people are struggling with lust and I am part of that world (don't know why I made this point, but anyhow have a good one)