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Re: this time i will make it 17 Sep 2017 04:46 #320349

I fell on my 11th day. It's the first time I got to day 11 since teves. 

Re: this time i will make it 19 Sep 2017 20:38 #320466

B"h I picked myself up after my fall 4 days ago and didn't fall since. I'm on day 3.

Re: this time i will make it 08 Oct 2017 21:48 #320950

I'm one week clean. Since 15 Elul I fell only 3 times. That's the best I have done although I once had a 2 week streak witch I didn't have in the past month.

Re: this time i will make it 09 Oct 2017 02:47 #320951

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Woohoo!! What a feast!! May hashem help you to make it through this night!!

Re: this time i will make it 09 Oct 2017 04:17 #320954

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just fell tonight, has 40 days before checking out gye on day after y"k then had few days in between falls and now we are starting again, but this time with taphsic and hopefully a sponsor

Re: this time i will make it 09 Oct 2017 04:20 #320956

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Re: this time i will make it 11 Oct 2017 20:56 #321029

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b"H so far so good, going on day 3 and shutting down computer so hopefully we willl have many more days soon, just have to get over bein hazmanim and then in yeshiva we should be okay for winter zman b"h b"H. I got a friend to call whenever i need help and made a taphsic shevuah with that as the plan, but b"H we havent needed that yet. iy"h we will reach 90!

Re: this time i will make it 15 Oct 2017 13:35 #321071

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mistermister wrote on 11 Oct 2017 20:56:
b"H so far so good, going on day 3 and shutting down computer so hopefully we willl have many more days soon, just have to get over bein hazmanim and then in yeshiva we should be okay for winter zman b"h b"H. I got a friend to call whenever i need help and made a taphsic shevuah with that as the plan, but b"H we havent needed that yet. iy"h we will reach 90!

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Re: this time i will make it 16 Oct 2017 05:39 #321103

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just made it the farthest i've been yet on gye, 7 days- level 3, b"H b"H, thanks for all the support. Bein hazmanim is not over yet so we still need to be on guard but iy"H a trip is in the plans and hopefully that will keep me away and busy for a few days and then it's just a few more days until yeshiva starts. 90 days is within reach be"H

Re: this time i will make it 19 Oct 2017 03:41 #321294

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made it to 10 days b"H. the trip went really well and b"H those 2 days helped me get past day 9 and 10 uneventfully. Day 8 was a struggle, i almost fell, was extremely close, too close in fact, but remembering the taphsic fence and the 500 dollars that i stand to lose was a HUMONGOUS help and pretty much got me out of it. i did my tehillim, went on to gye and was about to calla friend but instead went to the beis medrash an then went out with some friends. When i got home later, i was safe b"H. 2 keys raboisai, 1- get out and be social in times of crisis or near crisis. and 2- push off the yetzer hara as long as you can, even a drop and you may be safe afterwards. B"H yeshiva will be starting on motzei shabbos and i will iy"H be safe there. In the meantime, i hope to stay busy tomorrow and Friday and iy"H bein hazmanim will be a 13 day success! This is the best i have done since bein hazmanim began and i am pumped to get to 90 iy"H!! 

Re: this time i will make it 19 Oct 2017 03:42 #321295

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thank you again for all the support, it really helps, more than you think. Hashem will pay you all back twofold in the World To Come!
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Re: this time i will make it 19 Oct 2017 11:24 #321309

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Super that BH the various strategies are working for you! May HKBH keep helping you break free. Please keep us updated. You are an inspiration for everyone going through this challenge.
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Re: this time i will make it 19 Oct 2017 15:47 #321324

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Oy vey, please be careful 500 dollars is a very big Tapsic. 
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: this time i will make it 20 Oct 2017 18:29 #321367

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day 11 b"H, doing super, back to yeshiva on motzei shabbos and hopefully safe then. iy"H

Re: this time i will make it 21 Oct 2017 17:29 #321375

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your making hashem very pround
remember if you fall it shows how hard it is and how much more you deserve a pat on the back when you stay clean
much hatzlocho
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