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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 13:20 #33821

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[quote="imtrying25" link=topic=1292.msg33779#msg33779 date=1260440222]

im sorry but i totally beat...habib, tomorrow we hit level 4...if you wanna know the effect the youve had on me, 7up recently told me "your sincerity without the rage is so obvious. You really are becoming a new person, arent you?!"...hopefully the rage will always be there but the changes for the positive are all thanks to you, habib....and, by extension, guard...i was reading something a haredi guy wrote about the shteinzaltz sanhedrin...the hareidi guy was calling the sanhedrin crazy and embarassing...thought i: "said the kettle to the pot"...i was thinkin, "a plauge on both your houses...and then i was embarassed to be a religious jew...weve been given so much to be proud of and we wreck it for so little...well then i thought of guard...what a pearl...what a tzaddik...its almost as if the guy fell from Krypton as Kal El....and it was guard and his little banditos here that made me proud to be an orthodox jew again....pure jews....i aspire to be like habib and tomim and silentbattle and habib and IT25 and trying and uri and habib and kanesher and kedusha and dov and bards and ultimately like guard...so the question i was left with was: is it the pureness of your souls that caused you to becomes addicts or is it the addiction and its recovery that caused your pureness...i go against the grain once again and think its the former...

30 days...one third of the way there...and where have you gone my blue eyed son?....

Read it through 4 times and still didnt see 7UP.
Gotta get stronger glasses I guess...
:-\

Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"

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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 13:26 #33822

habib613	lol, mom. you're in there. look again... first line...
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 14:07 #33834

habib613	i know this was previously discussed, but can't you move somewhere not so in-the-middle-of-nowhere?
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 14:33 #33848

habib613	:-[ but then how will you help people? there's no point in nothingness. it's hevel.
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 14:40 #33856

habib613	so take a vacation but don't live there indefinitely
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 14:57 #33864

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I suspect that after you'd have a chance to catch your breath, you'd start inviting people out there, so that they could benefit from that, too.

I may not know you very well (yet), but I think that you know as well as I do that "not hurting anyone" is selling yourself WAY short. Just from the things you've said here, you've encouraged and inspired people. And your journey has just begun.

After a little while, you'd probably have a little community built around your ranch. Hmmm...I wonder what kind of interesting laws you'd enforce as mayor in your little out-of-the-way town?

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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 16:48 #33884

letakain OFFLINE Platinum Boarder KOTNMW Posts: 5036 Karma: 64	http://911review.com/errors/wtc/imgs/pull_it.jpg follow the lions... toe the line...
	I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection one day at a time I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM! my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal Last Edit: by guardmyeyes06.

Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 17:40 #33890

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Rage ATM wrote on 10 Dec 2009 14:41:

habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 14:40:

so take a vacation
but don't live there indefinitely

indefinitly sounds nice...i can learn to moonshine and grow peyote...wont wear a tie ever again...

Well, they tell me the peyote is almost as hard to grow as morels, but the hootch might not be a bad idea. If you ever go tieless and shoeless for a while, can you send for me...it'd be nice to at least observe how it's done right, brother. OK?

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 18:38 #33909

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Im nothing but a dreamer................................................................
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 19:08 #33917

letakain OFFLINE Platinum Boarder KOTNMW Posts: 5036 Karma: 64	rage, i love you're composing skills! bring a piano with you to the desert!
	I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection one day at a time I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM! my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal Last Edit: by .

Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 22:47 #33987

7yipol Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder YES HE CAN! Posts: 4686 Karma: 12	habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 14:33: :-[ but then how will you help people? there's no point in nothingness. it's hevel. Rage is going to turn his ranch into a frum rehab way station for recuperating addicts no internet... no phones... no magazines... no fun...
	Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM" Last Edit: by m1443.

Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 10 Dec 2009 22:48 #33989

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	7Up wrote on 10 Dec 2009 22:47: habib613 wrote on 10 Dec 2009 14:33: :-[ but then how will you help people? there's no point in nothingness. it's hevel. Rage is going to turn his ranch into a frum rehab way station for recuperating addicts no internet... no phones... no magazines... no fun... With Rage, there will never be a boring moment!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by isr20.

Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 11 Dec 2009 03:02 #34012

habib613	rage, i didn't say thanks for the song this morning. thanks. i really liked it, actually. and i got it when i was stressing, so it calmed me down. and how is the bob dylan song not depressing? it has such a dreary feel
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 11 Dec 2009 03:46 #34017

habib613	he has a nice voice... i didn't even know he was jewish. lol. i'm learning a lot from you, Rage
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Re: Still Raging Against The Machine 11 Dec 2009 03:47 #34018

serenejaguar93 OFFLINE User	You guys really should try some Metal. I'm listening to Judas Priest right now. No dreariness here; just raw energy straight to your tympanic membrane (that's the eardrum, folks). Makes you wanna kick butt and take names. About 90 of 'em, to be exact. And they all have the same last name: day.
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