Today was Shabbos and my first day on this new journey. I am hoping that by journaling, it will keep my mind sharp on what is im portant. As I posted in the Breaking Free Forum, My name is Yitz. I have problems with porn, masturbation, self- care, being responsible at my job, davening, andnow keeping shabbos. I don't know if I can work on all of thos at the same time. I am kind of lost in that respect. I follow my own self will, which tells me to sleep, watch TV, not do meetings or call my sponsor or therapist, read helpful materials, or take care of myself in general. I am hoping this 90 day journey will be one of growth for me, where I will be able to speak to people and get insights to break free of myself.
