I posted it in the "what works for me" section. Here's the link rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=1303.0

Please give me suggestions and/or feedback. Alternatively, tell me how you'll never forgive me for the 3.4 minutes you spent reading that piece of drivel...

Hey ano, read throught this thread...now onto the other one..You really are an inspiration. Over 90 days clean, and thats without the forum??!! I don't think I can survive ONE  ;D


 
Me too. I got onto the call and low and behold, I actually..uh..I'm embarrassed to say _{I fell asleep}   :-[ :-[. Don't get me wrong. The call was fascinating. It gave me alot to think about. Just I was very tired..one minute I heard DC's voice, and the next I heard "hello, Hello". C'mon, anyone mind that I sleep on the call ?  ::)  :o I think the words sink in better that way  8)

hahahaha I can see how DC's voice could have that kind of effect if you're tired (which I wasn't).
I'm glad I inspired you, but It's not what you think. I DID have the forum (where did I say I didn't?), and not only that, guard started the Wall of honor chart and forums in my honor, so I ended up being the first one on there. It's sort of like what Rage is TrYiNg to do with Habib. I just COULDN'T fall and let guard down, so I ended up on the wall of honor by default. You can credit me if you'd like, but I don't think I deserve any of it.  :D

Today is day 12. I'm feeling a little down because I'm not getting where I want to in terms of davening and learning. I'm going to sleep late and waking up late. Even though I'm doing nothing wrong at night (I'm addicted to this forum), I still want to have a normal schedule, and this is not it...
I realize that old habits are hard to break, and I'm definitely in the habit of not doing much learning or davening. I don't miss tefillin anymore, but that's the only good thing I can credit myself with. Have a wonderful day everybody (even those who don't read the drivel I post in this thread)!!

i think mom needs to enforce our bedtimes...
hope you had a good day

habib613 wrote on 02 Dec 2009 00:27:


Agreed.
I had a good day. I feel like the group support is holding me up at this point, to the point that I don't have any desire to do anything I shouldn't. The real test will be what I do when that fades. I hope that doesn't happen anytime soon!

I got myself a twin...
Welcome to the retarded schedule world 



When what fades?? Group support? NEVER
GO ANO!!!

A great piece from Dov.

Today is day 13. I still have not had any real tests, but I know now that when they do come, I have people to call. Duvid Chaim's call was good, as always, but the 12 steps is going to be hard for me. I'm going to have to put my life into writing and share it, which I have never done before (I've done the writing, but never shared it with anyone else). I hope everything keeps going in the same direction it's going now (UP). Thanks to everyone who's posted in my thread; it means a lot to me.

Ye, me too. Just looking at that spreadsheet gave me jitters.. :o :-[

I didn't get the spreadsheet, so I've sent an email to Duvid Chaim. They say there's no such thing as a free lunch, so it's foolish of me to assume I can just make the problem go away by joining a 12 step conference call and nothing else. I got to where I am now by putting in effort, and if I want to climb even higher I'm going to have to put in even more effort (both physical and emotional). I think the end result is worth it though!!  ;D

Given up with bedtimes for you teens; it's a hopeless situation.

More chance of beating this addiction than beating you guys into bed at any humanly sane hour : :

7Up wrote on 03 Dec 2009 17:53:


I'm not a teen anymore mom :D

Today is day 14. I mistakenly wrote that yesterday was 12, when it was really 13 (I've edited the post). So on DC's call today we discussed the worksheet that we need to fill out. I need to write down all my resentments and who causes them, as well as how they affect me and what my part is in them. This is not gonna be fun, but once I'm done with it I'm sure it'll feel as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders... 

BTW, these 14 days have been completely lust free. Not so much as a smidgen of it. I is VERY happy about dis  ;D ;D

Keep it up Ano. Hope to join you in this journey. Im holding by  but im taking it slow this time. Be careful theres kids out there. ;D I mean with the cannon.