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TOPIC: After a long tome i'm back again 11682 Views

Re: After a long tome i'm back again 25 Jan 2010 23:29 #48467

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Is anyone gonna tell me what this kumsitz is all about? (not sure if i'll go though!)
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 26 Jan 2010 00:39 #48494

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silentbattle wrote on 25 Jan 2010 23:21:

Sounds like you're really heading in the right direction!

IT25 - that's right, remind me again that you guys have this kumzitz thing going on, while here in shmutz la'aretz, no one would even meet for a 90-day party! >

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Sorry to hear that! I can give you my word, if i would be in the us i would be there celebrating with you!!!

And BSD check ot this link. it is from the first kumzitz. weve had 2 more sice and are planning a 4th soon. For more info pleade pm me.\

rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=1335.0

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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 26 Jan 2010 23:23 #48716

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Day 5- thank you Hashem! Once again only managed to learn in the afternoon going to bed early again- want to be up early tomorrow- i hope! Gotta keep looking forward!
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 27 Jan 2010 18:40 #48921

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Day 6. Today hasn't been that great- didn't learn much and looked at things i shouldn't- they weren't dirty just it wasn't the right things to look at especially if i'm strugglin in these areas. Well b"h i didn't fall!
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 27 Jan 2010 18:42 #48922

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	You're aware of what's happening, and working on it...
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 27 Jan 2010 22:01 #48956

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	BS D wrote on 27 Jan 2010 18:40: Day 6. Today hasn't been that great- didn't learn much and looked at things i shouldn't- they weren't dirty just it wasn't the right things to look at especially if i'm strugglin in these areas. Well b"h i didn't fall! These posts sound so similar to mine it's scary. rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=1391.0
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 27 Jan 2010 22:53 #48967

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Kg i've read ur posts the difference between me you- is that u were shtark and just going thru a phase. Me i've been like this for some time and thought that maybe if i stop acting out i'm gonna be more motivated but so far we have to just keep moving forward!
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 13:26 #49077

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Day 7 today b"h started off very well! Davened shachris with a minyan for the first time in 2 weeks and learnt well this morning! Hope the day continues in this positive way!
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 16:36 #49159

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	That's fantastic - and no matter what happens, you've gotten something good, and it's an improvement, a step in the right direction - keep on going!
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 19:07 #49209

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Just fell!!
I'm feeling terrible- it makes it even worse knowing how well i was doing. I know i've got 7 days clean on my record but now i have to start all over.
Oy! for what did i let the y"h take control over me!
It started with small things and then i started slipping and now i've fallen off the cliff!
I'm now going to have to seriously way my options. The fall happened on my phone and if i terminate access to the internet on it- i'll have no access to the gue site. Please guide me what to do?

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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 21:06 #49240

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	Is there any way you can fall without the phone?
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 21:44 #49261

bs d Current streak: 8 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 97 Karma: 0	Yes in my mind i can get carried away. Also i cud lose focus on the struggle without staying involved
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Re: After a long tome i'm back again 28 Jan 2010 21:48 #49266

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	Forget about your mind for a second. I'm talking about looking at real shmutz.
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