I cross over the 90' it now 98 days, I say, only two days to 100, I am working on paying my promise, $90. so sorry it is slow, feeding the hungry locally, blessing the Poor with help, no strings attached, growing gardens for fallen soldier who wish war would end, and who make an attempt to bring native forest back to our woods. Days of work are long, or the hunt for work that pays right is so far answered as prayer, when I need it the most. One of my motivations this week is to train my boy by example, so lust is not their continue battle. We have simple code on street, when an immodesty dress woman comes our way, we then all know to look another way. It is quite delightful when my sons are in the groove, and warning the three of us to look the other way, and now that they are both teenagers it is hopeful, they will continue to use their hormones for good deeds, and wait for the wedding night to seal the covenant of marriage, with no previous experience to marr their bond with the woman chosen by HaShem, bless the One who hold time in His presence. My wife reminds my of how our Maker let her know I would be a blessing to her, she was not interested in any, when she met me. All her questions were answered, and now 13 years later, in much prayer, I don't want the word of our Maker to be unfulfilled for my woman. I glad to report, everyday day though not perfect, we have a sweeter marriage, and it is an awesome future to look forward too, when we talk of death, we hope we have each other a long time, but with love we remind each other please move on if she finds another, once I am gone, but neither of us will let go now, it is a relationship forged in 'we will with our Creators help find a way to make it work.'