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Hi again, holy guys of gye.

i've been on this website for almost three years. I have joined and then left and then joined a second time and left, and now i am joining for the third time.

I previously wrote as a bochur two threads, aleh katan and braving the storm, at two difficult times of my journey.

Much water has passed under the bridge since i last left gye, almost two years ago, when i disconnected from the internet. Since then bh i've gotten married to a wonderful wife and now have a beautiful kid. I have a tremendous amount of gratitude to hashem for all that he has done for me in the past year and a half.

I have now named this thread, 'a cloudy day', running on the same theme that i have used in the past.

'TACHZIK CHAZAK ALEH KATAN SHELI, KI LO TOMID HAKOL BACHUTZ BAHIR, VERUACH SAAR VESUFA KARA....TICHAZEIK KI ANI ITCHA'

First i named my thread Aleh Katan, a small leaf, as a bochur, holding on tight not to fall, the following year i wrote braving the storm, veruach saar vesufa, and now i am naming this a cloudy day-ki lo tomid hakol bachutz bahir

I always said as a Bochur that when i get married things will be easier. now being married, i can say that in a way it's much easier, but there are still times that can be very hard, a dark and dreary cloudy day.

My wife knows all about gye and is very impressed, she continuously supports me and helps me through. THANK YOU HASHEM!

Now i am just going through a difficult period for halachic reasons, and the yetzer hora is trying every trick to pull me down. bh i have a filter in my house, but the yh still has many tactics and other ideas how to sin and fulfill my tremendous desires. i've had a a few short falls, but bh i've been clean for quite a bit.

When i was getting married, i told my chosson teacher about gye and how much it helped me. he replied that one needs support every so often even when one gets married. one cannot always fight it alone. we see stories even in the gemara about this.

So i've joined gye again for now, and hoping to receive the amazing chizzuk that i have received in the past, in this 'dark and dreary tekufa' till the sun shines again!!!

YASHER KOICHACHEM GYE

Looking forward to hearing from all you holy people!!!

Loi-Misyaeish