Hi everyone. I have been a visitor to this site since around Sukkos time and I have B'H been clean since the second day of sukkos - October 15th. I realized that every time in the past few weeks that it has been really difficult for me I would visit this site and read the latest posts and stories for inspiration/motivation. Now after a couple of relatively easy weeks, it's starting to become difficult for me again. Luckily, I have noticed that in the past week or so there has been many new members and lots of new posts. Until now I have been a relatively sporadic poster - I guess i felt i didn't really have much to contribute to the great replies that are out there - but as each new post benefits me greatly (so yes, thank you to everybody) and due to the fact that lately it has been hard, I decided to join everyone else and start my own log. I have come to the conclusion that every post helps someone out - either the poster or those who read it.
So once again to Guard and everyone else: Thank you