From Michtav Me'Eliyahu. (Vol. 2 Chanuka.)
לַמְנַצֵּחַ, מִזְמוֹר לְדָוִד.עַד-אָנָה יְהוָה, תִּשְׁכָּחֵנִי נֶצַח; עַד-אָנָה, תַּסְתִּיר אֶת-פָּנֶיךָ מִמֶּנִּי
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“A psalm by David. How long HaShem will you endlessly forget me? How long will you hide your countenance from me?” David expresses his feelings of how alone and abandoned he feels when HaShem does not reveal Himself. HaShem’s “hiding” seems endless.
עַד-אָנָה אָשִׁית עֵצוֹת, בְּנַפְשִׁי
“How long must I set schemes within myself?” There are more and more questions, and I need to constantly devise new ways to strengthen myself.
יָגוֹן בִּלְבָבִי יוֹמָם
“Is my heart melancholy even by day?” I live in fear that I will stumble and falter.
עַד-אָנָה, יָרוּם אֹיְבִי עָלָי
“How long will my enemy triumph over me?” My Yetzer Hara overpowers me, and it seems that there is no way out.
הַבִּיטָה עֲנֵנִי, יְהוָה אֱלֹהָי; הָאִירָה עֵינַי, פֶּן-אִישַׁן הַמָּוֶת
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“Look! Answer me! HaShem my G-d; enlighten my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death. Lest my enemy boast: I have overcome him!” the danger is becoming worse, and if I am not saved immediately I will be lost.
פֶּן-יֹאמַר אֹיְבִי יְכָלְתִּיו; צָרַי יָגִילוּ, כִּי אֶמּוֹט
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“Lest my tormentors rejoice when I falter.” At least save me so as not to cause a desecration of Your Name.
וַאֲנִי, בְּחַסְדְּךָ בָטַחְתִּי
“But as for me, I trust in your kindness,” What do I do when there seems to be no way out; place my complete trust in HaShem.
יָגֵל לִבִּי, בִּישׁוּעָתֶךָ
“my heart will exalt in your salvation” Already now I can rejoice in the knowledge of Your salvation.