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My Jacket 19 Dec 2024 05:43 #427379

  • icanbreakfree
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I'm not much of a poster.
Not proud of it.
Should definetly make it a priority.

But here's a Hashgacha Story:
Simple story with no fanfare 
I live in an apartment building.  We have a communal Laundry room. I put in the wash then go back to my apartment.  
Today as Im about to head out to go back to move stuff to the dryer, i put on my Suit Jacket.
I would never do this!! I HATE being ANY less comfortable than I need to be!
you dont need a jacket to do the laundry!!
k
I get to the Laundry room, and there is a really beautiful (enough said) young women who lives in the building. 
She is EXTREMELY friendly! I felt myself WANTing to speak to her, to stare at her, to lust at her...
and I probably would have or at least had to really fight it...
but I'm in my jacket... So I just said hello and looked just to the side of her and went to move my laundry in to the dryer.

RBS"O!!!  Thank you for getting me to put on that JACKET!

- Icanbreakfree 

Re: My Jacket 19 Dec 2024 07:55 #427391

icanbreakfree wrote on 19 Dec 2024 05:43:
I'm not much of a poster.
Not proud of it.
Should definetly make it a priority.

But here's a Hashgacha Story:
Simple story with no fanfare 
I live in an apartment building.  We have a communal Laundry room. I put in the wash then go back to my apartment.  
Today as Im about to head out to go back to move stuff to the dryer, i put on my Suit Jacket.
I would never do this!! I HATE being ANY less comfortable than I need to be!
you dont need a jacket to do the laundry!!
k
I get to the Laundry room, and there is a really beautiful (enough said) young women who lives in the building. 
She is EXTREMELY friendly! I felt myself WANTing to speak to her, to stare at her, to lust at her...
and I probably would have or at least had to really fight it...
but I'm in my jacket... So I just said hello and looked just to the side of her and went to move my laundry in to the dryer.

RBS"O!!!  Thank you for getting me to put on that JACKET!

- Icanbreakfree 

love this

Re: My Jacket 19 Dec 2024 19:30 #427469

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Thank you simchastorah!
i appreciate it!
add-on to story is though,
IMMEDIATELY after I posted this, I had SUCH trouble getting her out of my head!
I kept thinking of her. When I got in bed, I said Krias Shema and thought to myself:
I'll probably have a wet dream b/c of this. nothing to do about it...
I threw in the towel.
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