It must feel so liberating to be be free of all desires. I will feel so happy and relieved if I simply no longer desire sin. I do not want to feel the same desires I have in this world in Kaf Hakala. My desire is already intolerable and there is no sufficient release. It only grows stronger the more I feed it. And it is merely thoughts that provide the most pleasure. The entire action always leaves me disappointed. Do I want to be tempted with that same desire with no means of relief or escape?