OK, so I posted for the first time last week, and realized that I have to do this more often. So now, I'm going to tell you a little bit about myself, and what I've been going through. I am in my twenties and single. I am a teacher, and for the most part enjoy what I do. I enjoy a good laugh, nut can have very serious conversations as well. I sometimes struggle with parts of my yiddishkeit, and have ups and downs in my emunah and connection with Hashem. As far as this problem is concerned, I often find that it is in the back of my mind and constantly a stuggle, at times more prominent and at times less so. In terms of actually sinking to searching for and watching inappropriate material, I would say that happens every few months, and then afterwards I often feel like I am so disgusted with myself, that I am able to stay away from actual searching and watching for a few months. But like I said, it is always there in some form. I am happy that I finally decided to utilize this website and look forward to making progress together with everyone. Chag Sameach!
