I am new here, this site was recommended to me by a friend, I have struggled with porn and masturbation for years, I am young but not too young, late 20's.

I am sorry for this sin and i try desperately to stop, but always fall again, I love Hashem with all my mind and heart and soul, I am trying so hard to do what is right in His eyes.  He has done so many wonderful things in my life and given me many gifts yet I sin with this horrible filth! I need help!

I want to stop forever, I really dont know whats OK to post and whats not, just trying to figure this out still, I dont want to get into trouble for saying things I should not say.