1daat wrote on 26 Nov 2010 06:20:
Hey Shmen. How ya doin with your bintel?
Vos iz a bintel????
I am sorry that I have not been here for a while. Been busy, trying to make some money, catch up on other responsibilities, began therapy .... all sorts of stuff.
Main reason ... I have Baruch Hashem not felt the "need" to be here that much.
In terms of my p** addiction, it seems that this has been taken away from me to a large extent, BH. As I have sescribed here a bunch of times, I seem to be able to control that fairly easily at this point, with the help of K-9 and the chizuk I have received. In particular, I am tring to be on Duvid Chaim's call as often as I can - he is a true angel from Heaven. I still do have a lust addiction, as in viewing pretty women on the net and elsewhere, but not much of a porn addiction anymore.
If anything, i seem to have an "opposite" problem lately. I am not able to adequately perform with my wife (as partially evidenced by my being here at 4:00 AM :
I do not seem to be able to get turned on enough to be with her. I told my doctor, even tried Viagra, but gornisht gehelfen.
An interesting turn of events, to say the least.
Anyway, I hope that gam zeh ya'avor
Best to all of you
Shmendrick