Hey, hope you're doing well...and remember that no matter what, we're here for you. Growing isn't just shooting straight up - at least not in this world. This world is all about the hard work, and you'll see that when you get up to heaven, you'll be even taller than 90 feet!
Thanks Kollel Guy. That is the video I got my inspiration to change my name. It's really great. The challenges in life take lots and lots of hard work to overcome, and most of the time you don't see the reward. But at the end, it'll be great. I can't wait!
Sorry I was away for a few days. I am up to 27 days right now and feeling great about it.
Today was actually the first day I had the yetzer hara challenge me a tiny bit (with thoughts during davening and a shiur nonetheless!) but I was able to clear my mind pretty easily.
My first goal, even before the 90 days is a full hebrew calendar month, so I am 4/30 of the way there!
Fantastic! You can sign up again, no? And then you can set the count from when you started, so you don't have to start from the beginning just because you weren't technically on the chart.
Remember that every day, every minute, every second, is a huge victory, and the reward is beyond our greatest dreams!
27 days is a huge start, keep on rocking (and trucking)!