Just deleted the calendar and going to use one that has zero concerns bezras Hashem

Yesterday was good bH. Earlier in morning was feeling temptations but bH better now.

I need to be careful on this site. Can be very helpful but when I read detailed posts, it can evoke desires. Need to be careful what I read and how often I go on here not to get carried away.

a great day everyone as I begin day six bezras Hashem!

Day six: bH very good with tech today.

Absurd that got curious with children’s book reading kid that maybe had the something slight that could see of some form of pritzus and flipped through it to see if anything else. I got rid of the book not going to do what I’ve done in the past of spending more time “proof reading”. If I think a book a website and advertisement that came in mail could be a problem then garbage it needs to go. Proofreading is the atzas yetzer that’s succeeded many times in past with me.

going to count as still good day but again to see something questionable and then rush to see if there’s more is a major weakness of mine and need to be careful. I want a clean head and mind!!!!

I can relate to proof staring while walking on the street and seeing Jewish women dressed not modest it's hard for me to hold myself back not to look again like is she really going out like this 
One of the things that helps me is the thought that it's not my business how anyone around me is going dressed and I'll anyway not change anyone everyone has the right to go how they want and i have to control my eyes and look only where it's for my own benefit