Day 22:

memories, desires, ideas to “accidentally get into trouble today r”l. Friday ended up taking kids shopping which in the summer is almost always for sure including being around pritzus.Need extra boost of yiras Shamayim today. BH for 22 days not looking for trouble. Not interested in ruining that. As I’ve seen in the past, stay strong, stay distanced and the desires will pass…

BH doing good

Day 26 bH!!

Yesterday was close with having need to unblock something and Then, after I read blocked it, checking to see if everything was properly re-blocked. I wasn’t looking for trouble per se and didn’t find any. I didn’t type anything in that is bad. So I am going to stick with 26 days of not searching for trouble. But as always, it’s a reminder to be careful. And in one sense it was a success, because in the past it didn’t happen like that… .

every time I say no, no begins to become natural and yes becomes unnatural… . I have thousands if not tens of thousands of yeses that created a terrible habit that must be broken.

I have no interest in this garbage and no interest in risking coming close to it again

Checking in briefly overwhelming exhausted day. Kids in mood. As usual not able to learn much on Friday. Clicked on bank’s deals offers but bH exited before loading which has been a place I slip. Will make it through. Shabbos almost here!