Beautiful!!!    Klur !!!!!!!  and inspiring!!!!

Just adding that when I see a jewish woman it is a different thought process than when I see someone that is non-jewish. Of course I am not saying that I linger or look back but I am saying that them being a jewish person adds more meaning to seeing them. Maybe this is because I am used to not seeing jews everywhere but I am sure others also feel an extra connection when seeing another jew. There is a difference of thought process when seeing a jewish woman that is married from what I can tell versus a jewish woman that is single and probably around my age. 
  When I see a married jewish woman I say to myself "I hope she is happy and that her husband is/has/will developed skills with regards to this nisoyon so that they can have a truly happy marriage"
  and for a single woman its a bit different because there's that added edge of unrealistic "is she the one". The way I try to go about this is to tell myself that "not every jewish woman that's single is your age is 'the one' so don't look/look back" and then "I hope the person she marries is/has/will develop the skills with regards to this nisoyon so that they can have a truly happy marriage"

If I am crazy, let me know 

Hashem loves me!

Old hock !!! Happy you realized

One of those days that start slow and you just push off things that need to be done. Lots of stress rn and a bunch of anxiety. I feel my head and eyes want to lower their guard and just look at everything, but Im not letting that happen and if it does Ill make sure that I move on.

This week has been the epitome of One Day At A Time. Had some real highs, lows, anxiety, stress, fun, enjoyment... all on different days and all unexpected. I hope the rest of my day goes better than start and I hope tomorrow will be better than today although I cant change what happens tomorrow so I will focus on today. 

Keep on Trucking, One Day At A Time!!

Also will hopefully start shidduchim in the near future and am so happy that I am at this stage of my journey with this nisoyon while entering this next chapter of life, Thank you to everyone that reads and posts and gives me encouragement to keep moving forward.

I am having a really tuff time right now. Baruch Hashem no urges but I am definitely in a vulnerable mental state. I'll be on watch.

One Day At A Time, today is a hard day but I'll make it

Baruch Hashem I'm in a better mindset today. Still have a lot to do in a short amount of time.

One Day At A Time!!