59! bh!

Just gonna share that i had a very close relative by me for shabbos, which in the past was a stress..... because of the lack of connection...., and would end up feeling depressed..... but bh this shabbos went amazing! i felt comfortable with myself and it seems like they did as well! truly importantly amazing accomplishment, just a few weeks ago i wouldv'e said impossible!!!!!!!!!!!

60!

Boruch hashem 61! ribono shel olam hut rachmonus............................

62!

Not enough frieshkiet from a amulidikeh mirrer.                             Like this 62!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lamaazavtuni wrote on 19 Feb 2025 04:38:

moderators please asap! ah chutzpah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ich bin nit ohn amulidikeh mirrer (uhn der vos trocht os es iz afilu shayach azah zoch, iz dus ah pirchah ohf der gontz mirkeit meikara) nuhr ah heintigeh altehmirrer

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bh 64!

68 brothers!!!! will be in a little bit of a situation of nisoyon (nothing crazy hard, but more like there's gonna be opportunity.. which in the past would always lead to.................................................................................................................) for the next few days... just posting for accountability!Kol hotoiv from the heiligeh mir!

you got this, I'm certain you can do it

Hatzlacha!

Heres a big hug !!!!!   

You are a chizuk!
Planning ahead of a possible nisoyon.. Just what you advised me to do!
I can learn from words ..but so much more real to learn from deeds.

Thank you!

lamaazavtuni wrote on 25 Feb 2025 03:50:

And you thought i was serious........ potch!!!!!!!!

jollylemur95 wrote on 25 Feb 2025 03:56:

As they say practice what you preach, so i got no choice jolly! either way thanx for always making me feel so good!!

All the best from the mir!

Hello chevra!!!!! so i had a majorly powerful experience, basically i had a opportunity to watch some pretty bad stuff this morning..... all alone by myself...... in a chilled environment..... and in the past that is exactly what i would have done, if opportunity struck then i was all in! but bh this time as i was feeling the urge.... i instead texted my chaver a few texts telling him what's happening, and also explaining why i really shouldn't do it (huge extra bonus, somehow in his sleep he was able to respond!!), and then it just got so much easier, i distracted myself with other things, and it all calmed down, bh i feel amazing! now although this is dvarim pshutim by many...... and although i knew that i should be doing this for a long time.... still this for me was a huge experience! it really worked! there is way out! all i have to do is care enough! wow!!! it's amazing!!!!

signing off on day 70 from the mir!