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Re: My struggle!!!!! 24 Dec 2024 05:31 #427823

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hashemyishmor7 wrote on 24 Dec 2024 05:23:
Feels so awful doing something you don't want to do and know it's bad for you but you keep on doing it.  I'm still going back to this sites and spend tons of money for 19 yo who r millionaires even though and drowning in debt.

I wish I could stop 

There is nothing else in life that's satisfying me as this is.  I know it's not right to say but that's how I feel   

Did you try flight to freedom 

Re: My struggle!!!!! 24 Dec 2024 05:33 #427824

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I have to say that being here and even more by talking to hhm helped me tons    before being here I lived a different life. I didn't daven בציבור,  didnt learn,  had no feeling to anything related to yiddishkiet and reached a low by deciding that I have seen and used everything a screen has to offer and I started having urges to take to the next level and getting physical with it  with real people and even family members and etc. So being here and being in touch with hhm I could say probably saved my life. 

Re: My struggle!!!!! 24 Dec 2024 05:36 #427825

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livingagain wrote on 24 Dec 2024 05:31:

hashemyishmor7 wrote on 24 Dec 2024 05:23:
Feels so awful doing something you don't want to do and know it's bad for you but you keep on doing it.  I'm still going back to this sites and spend tons of money for 19 yo who r millionaires even though and drowning in debt.

I wish I could stop 

There is nothing else in life that's satisfying me as this is.  I know it's not right to say but that's how I feel   

Did you try flight to freedom 

I started but didn't continue. I have 0 discipline. 

Re: My struggle!!!!! 24 Dec 2024 05:58 #427826

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Yoish Hashemyishmor, I not heer so much I more on yiddish site, but I cant just seeing you pain and just walking away, I feeling so bad fur you, and I think you very special just fur being heer and posting you pain.

I sorry fur my english I not so good in english, btw what's mean's "discipline"?

Anyways I love you mine heilige brother
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