Hi guys I'm in my twenties and I've been struggling from my bar mitzva, the only time I had a long streak clean was a few years ago right when I got married for a few months, but since then I've been struggling the most I can last is like 2 or 3 days, and beilive it or not I just had a 6 week streak clean since before rosh hashuna and I fell last night, I can't believe I was so good for so long its gives me such chizuk, but now I'm back into this rut. 

Iwannabegood wrote on 23 Oct 2023 14:04:

YOU HAD A 6 WEEK STREAK !! GEVALDIG!
The amount of chizuk that you got from your longest streak , is in no way diminished by anything else.
You still had a 6 week streak
That will always be yours.
The only thing we can do now is to try to figure out what happened to make the streak end - and what we can do to prevent it from happening again

redfaced wrote on 23 Oct 2023 14:23:

Thanks, I know why I was able to stay clean the last 6 weeks I'm not gonna share it here on the forum but I thought it would give me a push to stay clean even longer and now I feel like I'm gonna fall cause I don't have the momentum like I had before 

Momentum comes momentum goes momentum is fleeting momentum gets you going consistency takes you places

Dont focus on the "lost momentum" 
focus on the facefact that you were able to get to 6 weeks. If you were able to to that, then you can stay clean today, and keep going until you get there. Try reading the battle of the generation. You wont regret it