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TOPIC: My 1st Roar 463 Views
My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 03:54 #375600
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Hi Brothers,
I am back under a new username, I've been out for a while. I struggle with online content, live content - (as in shmiras einayim with the females in my environment) masturbation and Bi-Polar disorder to name a few. I would love to create a 1oz 24kt yellow gold commemoration coin with the image of a lion imprinted on it when I Bs"D reach either the one year mark or the five year mark - I'm still undecided. I did some research, it's close to $3,000 including the price of the gold, creating the mold and the labor. For a long time I've wanted the feel of gold in my hands, the glint of gold on my desk  Poll: How many of us:
The Gemara says that one who is born on a Tuesday will be rich and a "mezana"/znus. I don't know if we paskin like this sh*ta, though I'd be very interested in seeing what percentage of us are Tuesday'ers. Maybe it'll be a high percent, who knows?
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu!  I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
Re: My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 04:13 #375601
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Re: My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 04:37 #375603
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“Stop worrying about the world ending today. It’s already tomorrow in Australia.”
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Re: My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 04:39 #375604
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Hey RE,
Nice! Thank you for your response! It is really interesting to hear that you've also got some red and are a Tuesday'er. Much Hatzlacha! By the way, if your open to discuss it... what does RE stand for? |
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu! I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
Re: My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 05:06 #375606
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Welcome back!
What's your plan this time around? I was born.....  Warning: Spoiler! |
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One who has given up hope is without a G‑d. One who sees hope in each day is already free |
Re: My 1st Roar 06 Jan 2022 11:58 #375612
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Re: My 1st Roar 07 Jan 2022 02:25 #375662
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RE,
My BiPolarity is mainly in the depressive side although I have had some strong manic high type once half my body went numb while davening uvenei yerushalayim on the roof of a building (byechidus) after finishing one of uri gottesmans novels culminating in pangs for mashiach, besides having reacurring thoughts that I may be mashiach...
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu! I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
Re: My 1st Roar 07 Jan 2022 02:30 #375663
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Hey Zedj,
I am in the learning process. Learning the art of the fight, bending my head to let the waves pass, although I am taking on water I keep fighting and spitting it out. Sorry, I'm getting carried away - I'm learning to spring back up after the fall and hoping to get support from this forum.. I would write more and think more b4 writing more, though my wife's in the room and I cannot tarry much, that's the gist of it for now
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu! I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
Re: My 1st Roar 08 Jan 2022 22:15 #375693
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follow my journey here
feel free to reach out and pm me, I love helping others with the struggles of life! |
Re: My 1st Roar 08 Jan 2022 22:17 #375694
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follow my journey here
feel free to reach out and pm me, I love helping others with the struggles of life! |
Re: My 1st Roar 09 Jan 2022 00:36 #375698
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Roaring for the Geula - Prati'im = mine & yours - Klalli = All of us and the Shechina!
k'Ari yishag al noviehu! I Love my brothers and fellow warriors!Were in this fight to win it, though the setbacks don't finish it, he wants to see are hearts and souls in it, he's with us in the thick of it - he sent us into it in the 1st place - in the 49 maybe even 50th! It's preparation for the finish line, how great and sublime is this time! We humble warriors can and will do it with his help, lets go on we go!!! I'm there with you brother, please be with me as well, together we will heave and ho, until the line is broke. Okay folks, I'd better get to bed it's now 1.5 hours past my bedtime and I must do my part to keep my Bi-Polar in check, Hashem will do it all, just I cannot press pause, I must do mine for the cause Love you all! Good Night! Soon to be Boker Tov when he creates a light for us all - ohr 7 yemei beraishis... |
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