Hey brother, shoot me an email (look in my signature for the address). If I can do something to help, I will. Sometimes, the going gets tough, or it was always tough & it can be easy to think that there's no point in fighting. Plenty of us have thought that, yet once we arrived at GYE. Many of us have seen that it's possible to succeed long term, so keep your head up! Please email me, I'd love to discuss more with you.