Hi Imperfection,
I am currently right behind you at 10 days on the 90 day ladder. I am almost exactly in the same situation as you falling whenever I am alone with my internet. Let's work together and beat this thing. I find the most potent weapon in my arsenal is this exchange of ideas and sharing of challenges with my friends on GYE. I have collected telephone numbers of several friends and try to call them regularly. I strongly recommend calling, emailing in addition to posting. I use these forums to "pick up" the right type of friends who understand my struggle and help me overcome my challenges.
I would be happy to share my number with you or communicate regularly whether anonymous or not. You can email me at
pischoshelmachat@gmail.com
Best of all to you my dear friend.