i want to wright a few lines about me, i live in a latin american country, if you notice any kind of misunderstandings or mistakes, i apologize.
i start to struggle against my self may be 2 years ago, i feel horrible about my situation but i dont have many people to talk about since we are in a small comunity and every one knows the problems of the others, i will feel terrible if my wife knows about this situation.
i learn about this forum because i have a friend that has the same problem as my self, i really thank him for keep this secret and give this tip.
the worse thing about it is that i lead a double life, my wife say that i am a tzadik!, but i dont.
i am here to start changing this problem, and the fist point is to accept it, but after that wich pat i need to lead?