I am single and getting close to the big 30. Over the hag I bumped into the last girl I dated. She was a lawyer, frum, from a lovely family... perfect match. She had dumped me a few months ago because I was not as educated as she was. Seeing her again made me very depressed. So much so that I could not even do any of the hakafos. I just stayed home the whole hag sleeping. Once Shabbos was over I started looking for a relief. I found it, unfortunately.
I had been clean since before yom kippur, but last night to today has been a nightmare. I have been glued to the computer... :'(
Oy lee