fellow yid!
just remember one thing! those 34 days of holding back, of staying strong, of fighting, is already in the can no one can take it away from you, its all yours for the rest of your life, no matter what will happen.
so give yourself s pat in the back and shout out loudly, I've been clean for 34 days. I'm awesome, great, gevaldig........
do you really understand what 34 days is? think of it, how different it could have been
now just stay focused on today, tell yourself today is going to be rock solid
i want to hear from you in 15 days something like "I'm clean for 50 days (except one fall) yes i did it"
oh one more important thing
KEEP ON TRUCKING