I dont know what was talking about, its kool. thanks

KOT! Just a little thought. When falling you dont lose what youve gained up to this point, youre just up to the next nisoyon "to pick yourself up and keep on truckin'". Once you pick urself up ur back at the prvious stage-right b4 the fall-and you gained anothe madreigah, which is not to be zich m'yaesh! you never lose what you've gained, only you got up to the next level. So brace urself and keep up posting!!

I used to fall a number of times each week. After I became active in this forum, I fell less frequently--maybe every couple of weeks. Each time I fell, I tried to see what it was that lead to the fall. Not just the superficial factors (shouldn't have spent so much time on the computer when I was alone in the house), but also the deeper factors (was feeling rather depressed and upset that day, so I was looking to do something to feel better).

Also, after each fall, I turned up my recovery efforts another notch--posting more often, reading the GYE handbook more diligently. Eventually I joined the Duvid Chaim 12-step phone conference. I fell after 7 months, realized I was slacking off. I fell after another 7 months, and realized I needed a higher dose of recovery--I needed live interaction with other people in recovery. So, I started attending SA meetings.

Now I am clean for 11 months and 9 days, and I feel that I am overall on very solid recovery ground. Thank G-d.

Stick around.

Hatzlacha,

Elyah

I made it a "good while" and i just fell! uuuuuuuuuhhhhgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

What, if anything, have you been doing to not fall during this "good while?"
M.

when you uggggghh, we HUUUUGGGGG! big bear hug.
now get back on the programme.