Posted by our new family member; 'Shnooks'.
She's rocking the womens forum as well as shamayim!
*****
14 days ago i felt trapped, darkened, and dirtied.
14 days ago i was someone who voluntarily tore her Neshama apart and couldn't stop.
14 days ago, 14 hours was too long.
14 days later and i am free, my heart beats lighter, my soul is flying, and i am armed with the knowledge that i am a good person.
thanks to GYE i am learning to see a person in the mirror, not a monster.
thanks to GYE i now smile and laugh without being ashamed.
thanks to GYE i can be give chizuk to others and not feel hypocritical.
thank you GYE for recognizing a problem and acting upon it and not sweeping it under the rug, not acting like there weren't thousands of Neshamos screaming inside of shattered broken people. thank you for giving us the tools to clean our Neshamos, to rebuild our selves into human beings and Yidden, for leading us on a journey back home to HaShem's loving arms.
GYE, you have given me back my self respect and you have done even more than that. For the first time in my life I have found somewhere where I can put my whole self out there- my story, my life, my struggles and downfalls, every bit of it, and still feel unconditionally loved, while getting the exact Chizuk i need.
GYE, for the first time in my life, I feel safe.
Thank you.