My Lusting is used too be i like to get into Chatrooms and chat. I BH i have stopped but yesterday i became curious and i went in for a very small time into a chat room ( SLIP) not willing to lust really just for curiousty right before 700 at night. Since my internet goes off at seven, i wasn't worried that i will fall in such a short time.The YH had other plans and found a female partner to chat with. I knew i won't last long with her cause of my internet shutting down pretty soon. After that i told her i'm out of here, so she said do you have Skype ,we can continue there chatting, i agreed cause Skype works even the internet shuts down. We started chatting on Skype but here is the kicker as soon rightaway as i started getting to comfortable with the chat (lustful) all of a sudden my Skype changed languages and out of the blue it began to write Hebrew alphabets and not English so i started writing Hebrew so we couln't chat anymore,cause the was language barrier, i don't have hebrew fonts at all. I never ever type Hebrew on this computer. I have no idea how this happened!! All i can say that i davened in the morning to Hashem to help me all day. HASHEM helped me big time . This works.Davining to HASHEM
What a great moment that Hashem is watching me after i surrenederd to him. HASHEM stopped me cold from getting into trouble BH. HASHEM LOVES US!!!
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Michel
