So I want to try to pull two sources together and see if I can pinpoint a pattern: Wet dreams are supposed to be caused by sinful/lustfull daytime thoughts (amongst a mariad of other physiological causes like food, sleeping position and temperature). There is also a gemara that discusses the organ being the only thing that gets hungrier the more you feed it.
So around my last threads formation I was tempted but B"H made it through. Then a few nights later had a nocturnal, and after seem to be having more trouble with a lot, spiritually, avoiding lust etc. I didnt even remember the dream, I just woke up and it had happened in the night.
SO, my point, in the form of a question, is does anyone else find that during a clean streak a nocturnal acts in a similar or same manner as a concious slip? Would it fit with the organ hunger part and even though it is not intentional, still being fed, or the lustful thoughts and even though we may have the strength to not act on purpose, our flirting with our desires lowers us into the ring we should avoid?