4th beer begining to kick in something about not drinking on meds
i regret the day i conceived you
ur one big embarrasment
cant get up in the morning
no respect
not religious
i dont want you in my house

***** can i stay by you tonight?
sure.
i love you
and i love you
never leave me
i wont

tears streaming down my face....noone even notices....how can everyone still be going through their daily routine when my life has come to an end...my face i spresed against the window...shes standing there still as stone i can tell shes still crying heavily...i wanna just get off not take that flight....but its too late...things will never be the same

"I'm a young smart allecky whipper-snapping louse.But my mommy loves me anyway"

Uri?

***** i hate it here
just stick through.im coming soon dont worry
i cant.im so alone.
ur not alone.im here for you.i not going anywhere
thank you.thats whats keeping me going...

***** im so depressed.why cant u come here already?!
me?u think im having such a great time here alone either??!


phone ringing...no answer....
where is she?????

ringing stil no ansre.....
doesnt she know its my birthday tommorow???
please pick up....

any messages?
nothing.
maybe an email
staring at the screen
shock
frozen
no.
she said never.
o no.
no.
please.
she said only me

on the roof...standing dangerously close but that dosent matter anywy if im about to jump off...will anyone even notice...maybe shell feel some regret when she hears...but will it kill me?

URI, ANSWER YOUR DARN PHONE!!!!

7Up wrote on 06 Dec 2009 17:36:

Any Mods around?? Moms are not allowed to say that word!!!!

and where the hell where u mom?
u just stood there as he hit me again and again
couldnt u have stopped him?

starting the fifth

URI,


NOW EVERYONE THINKS YOURE TALKING ABOUT THIS MOM :-\
Can you just answer the phone already?
Its that little black box with the strange ring tone.
Press the little green button and say "hello mom 7up"...

me also

Guys, take it easy... Can't you tell that Uri is reliving his painful past? He is not talking about now... He is getting out the pain that has been building up for years inside him and is finally coming into the open as he learns to let go of control and tries to trust a dark and cruel world.

To see that I'm right, see this thread (don't post on that thread, uri wants it locked - it serves the same purpose of what he's doing now... He's throwing up all the pain, and hopefully when he's done, his stomach ache will feel better  )

Uri, no matter what, we love you (I think).

Fix you
by colplay

(warning:dont read these lyrics really depressing)

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

It's coming soon, and it's custom designed for you.

isnt that why im posting here anyway?to get some attention?some love?oooo uri ur not so bad.those meanie parents...ah i feel better already.maybe virtualfriends is what i needed all along.when all the pple in my real life reject me i can come on to an internet forum and have some soex adictrs saying uri ur the best
doesnt that fill the hjole in my heatrt
whose fault is that hole anyway
how long can i blame my paretns
maybe i am just worthless
and lazy
i should try harder
yes thats it
ill try harder
shkoyach
shkoyach reb noach