Hi guys,
I decided a little over a month ago that I would start posting regularly but I haven't stuck to it unfortunately. Now I just had a few bad days so I decided that I really need to stick to what I told myself.
The truth is that I don't look at bad sites so often, but I feel that it is still a struggle even when I don't. One of my major problems is that when I feel down about other things, I can sometimes resort to looking at inappropriate material. Either I just don't have the emotional strength to put up the fight that I need to, or I think it's ok because I am kind of "angry" at Hashem anyway, so why should I put in the effort to do what I am supposed to. I have been going through a tough time lately, so the past few days I faltered and fell into looking at inappropriate materials.
I am happy to be part of this wonderful community and would like to hear what you guys think.
Thank you so much!
Birkas

stick with us.
Post.
Find all the good hashem does.
Listen to rav avigor miller tapes.

Hi bro! Using that as an escape from ur other problems is what makes us an addict, so stick here with us u can learn how to handle the pain in more positive tapes, being angry at hashem was my favorite in the past, but hey it didn't help even a tiny bit, so I changed my attitude, and boy!! I'm just in love with hashem, he's my back bone nowadays, well he's always been I just didn't realize cuz I was too wrapped up in self pity, so I turned around and I'm working the other way b"h the results are showing up slowly, listening to tapes is a gr8 tool, I base my recovery on GYE and on some other magidim who just caught my attention, reb avigdor miller is a good start or I personally like reb moshe wolfson, shop around see who's speaking to ur heart and go with it
Hashem will help u, just make a strong commitment and he'll be with u all along the way
Ur friend Jip