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refua la makka
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A platform of recovery for Jews who find themselves struggling with addictions to pornography, masturbation or other sexual problems. Post anonymously about your struggles without fear of anyone finding out who you are. Ask questions, post answers and be inspired! Get tips and guidance from the experts who moderate this forum, as well as from fellow strugglers.
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refua la makka 07 Jul 2009 08:46 #8283

  • chl
bs"d

those of you who read my first (and only) thread know that i am b"h not attracted to porn or masturbation.

yesterday night suddenly, out of nowhere i got this big temptation to watch indecent pictures. i prayed hard and HaShem protected me. This morning again, seemingly out of nowhere, this desire (and worse ones) almost overwhelm me. And then, also seemingly out of nowhere, i felt like every letter of every word of every post i read on this forum stood up to protect me from doing something i would have deeply regretted! I know it sounds weird, but that's what it felt like. I remembered all your struggles, pains, falls, successes, chizuk, and the desire just left me, b"H!

So i wanted to again thank all of you for sharing and posting. Please continue, you can mamesh save someone's life. You can not only help those who fell, but prevent someone who has nothing to do with p-rn to even touch it in the first place!!!

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Re: refua la makka 07 Jul 2009 09:15 #8284

  • battleworn
Thank you so much for sharing that, it really gives us major Chizuk!
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Re: refua la makka 07 Jul 2009 09:34 #8286

  • chl
bs"d

it's a little embarrassing to share that, and i did hesitate, but it would have been very unfair to withhold it.
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Re: refua la makka 07 Jul 2009 20:13 #8327

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Thanks for sharing that Chl... Reminds me a bit of this story on our site.
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Re: refua la makka 07 Jul 2009 21:08 #8334

  • chl
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Guard,

that's one of the first stories (maybe even the first one) that I read on this site...
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